dictionary.com says

bleak, cynical, dark, dejected, depressed, despairing, despondent, discouraged, distrustful, downhearted, fatalistic, foreboding, gloomy, glum, hopeless, melancholy, misanthropic, morbid, morose, realistic, resigned, sad, sullen, troubled, worried

looks like im pessemistic

bleak its my future or atleast i can hope
cynical its how my brain thinks
dark its how i see life, w/ my head threw a rope
dejected its how i see life, maybe i just need a few drinks

depressed its the same as dejected
despairing its how i see humanity
despondent or devistated cause of how im rejected
discouraged how the would should be in all of its insanity

distrustful, give me a reason why i should trust
downhearted, give me a reason why i should be up beat
fatalistic, the world says be happy, if i must
forebording, its the same as the others you stupid peace of meat

gloomy, glum, and hopeless, words that describe me
melancholy, misanthropic, and morbid, what a sad lil kid
morose, realistic, and resigned, maybe i need a key
sad, sullen, and troubled, no wonder why i hid....

worried.... its prolly what you should be